99% of the time i don’t wear heavy makeup anyways, usually only eyemakeup

this morning after my mum said i looked better without any makeup, i looked at myself in the mirror and thought, yeah maybe i’ll try it.

i’ve always been conscious about makeup, especially when it comes to setting an example in church. i certainly don’t think there’s anything wrong with it, but i guess sometimes i don’t want to influence my yg (esp. the younger girls) too much about physical appearance.

how ironic that when i went to have lunch, Vic gave me a bag full of Bubbi makeup brushes from Timmy. i don’t even know how to use them lol…

not sure what God is telling me. haha i am overthinking this way too much ….

but the brushes are great thanks V+T, so generous!

seeing you so happy on the phone to him honestly makes me so so so so so happy. 

my heart is smiling hehe however cheesy that sounds

God has blessed you both so so so so so greatly

i love you 

hold me nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

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ok about the academic grades.. i don’t have that much care about the grades i’ll get if i’m honest. i just hate failing my parents who have sacrificed so much

and even worse, failing God. EURGH. even though u knew i was guna fail >< 

can u please tell me when i’m guna learn (hopefully not ‘if’) lol that was controversial of me. 

boohoo. i should get off tumblr before i waste anymore time. well, it’s not like i haven’t already

daym

#panic#lost#hopeless -.- i’m such a weed. my problems are nothing man… look at how big He is. 

KNOW HOW BIG HE IS

T______T why am i still in my own real world. that doesn’t even make any sense

*ramble*ramble*ramble*nonsense*nonsense*nonsense

beyond the point of crying …. 

i want to trust in you but i’m too wrapped up in my ‘own real world’ -.- 

how can i do this yet again…. how can i blow it again, after so much mercy and so many chances !!!!!! 

i should have learnt my lesson long ago

i don’t have enough faith God :( i don’t have enough hope 

ok let’s make use of these last 11 hours

i thought to myself… i wouldn’t mind going into a coma for the next 2 weeks.

God help

duno what to doooooooooooooooooooo

the time for comforting has past >< 

defo not been called to do exams..

this is a really weird post..

but ..

i feel so so so guilty about killing the fly :(

i’m sorry God!! i killed it in such a horrible way as well.

guna look for verses to do with animals . 

God is Love

however on a low note.. i SUCK 

but today was so cuuuuute!

needs to happen every week

i wish we could all drive and just go to each other’s houses whenever we wanted

again.. i SUCK 

wana give you more glory

live in me my King

i have fear of failing my parents

:(

where you go i go

sorry for being such a bad friend jesus

thank you for . . []

:) 

forward

go forth and make disciples of all nations

stop overthinking, stop dwelling and don’t fear anything but the Lord our God

Satan don’t touch me

Thank you Father